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Writer's pictureNolcha Fox

Always Dead



I dress myself in stilted smiles, in lies of lacy webs. The person I pretend to be was never me at all. In front of every camera is the me that someone wants. I cannot tell what’s real from fake when I pose for the crowds. I leave a trail of images, no flesh, no bones, no mind. In every frame, I die a bit, my soul is calcified. It’s only good to be a headstone for my spurious life. 


The only end I see for me is at the river’s edge. I’ll walk into the wet and cold with every image taken, until the river fills my nose and carries me to the bottom. 


And I'll bury my soul in a scrapbook, with the photographs there and the moss.


inspired by the lines


And I'll bury my soul in a scrapbook,

with the photographs there and the moss.


in the prompt:


published in Substack:


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kuldiga.1
20. Aug.

I just discovered you can Like on Wix.....oh dear..an excuse to re-read the other ones I read...


A strong social commentary in your words there, most fitting.

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Nolcha Fox
Nolcha Fox
21. Aug.
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Wix makes me crazy, so no need to apologize! "Always Dead" wrote itself. Thank you!

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Georgina Wright
Georgina Wright
13. Aug.

I love your opening lines with a lyrical beauty you then cut to the harsher reality of who we pretend to be and the pressure of endless soulless photos. Yes, a tragic ending but I feel a reflection on our 'selfie' image conscious fake cultures. Navasola

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Nolcha Fox
Nolcha Fox
21. Aug.
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You're absolutely right, Georgina!

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Jade Li
Jade Li
13. Aug.

"I leave a trail of images, no flesh, no bones, no mind. In every frame, I die a bit, my soul is calcified." A beautiful and horrible reality for many :(

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Nolcha Fox
Nolcha Fox
21. Aug.
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Thanks, Jade - I was thinking of the rich and beautiful people when I wrote this.

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